Life takes us on bends and pathways. It leads us to our highest highs and lowest lows. The highs are incredible, euphoric, and electric. Why should the good times end? The lows feel like punishment, suffering, and are frustrating. Compound those feelings with not knowing the way out of it and low-feelings may feel never-ending. It doesn’t have to be that way. It isn’t going to be that way. You’ve made a conscious decision to end it. To shift your perspective. Life is happening for you, not to you.
2018 You couldn't find a picture of me not trying to hide behind something.
Your story is my story. I was disconnected from life. I felt like I was doing everything wrong. I felt like I had no authentic relationships so I withdrew. I even went as far as deleted all of my social media. Everything I was seeing on social media was rubbing me the wrong way. All I could think about was how superficial and generic everyone was. At one point, the relationships I maintained were either limited in contact or tense with aggression. At work, no one was happy. Employees were leaving left and right for other jobs. I was fighting with my beloved and I would reduce to an emotional mess. Was I justified or was I out of control? I didn't know and thus began my path out. I went to therapists in the past as anxiety, depression, and this feeling of not knowing my normal was something I struggled with on and off. This time, I wanted to try something different to have different results. I went to a local therapist that is also an energy healer. My consultation with her was rational, practical, and I felt calm and clear with her. I would later realize what drew me to her was her groundedness. How ironic I was attracted to the mysticism but I stayed for her practicality.
Living the joyfully abundant life that was waiting for me on the other side.
Working with my therapist brought me back to my center. To balance. It helped me realize that my status quo can be whatever I want it to be. No matter what anyone else is doing and regardless of how many people are doing it, my truth and what feels right to me is as specific for me as my thumbprint. The same can be said for you. As the fog of my mind began to clear, I knew I wanted to further my self-care with meditation, grounding, and raising my vibration. As I searched Google for these terms, my fact based mind couldn’t quite understand what exactly they meant. I signed up for an intuition development workshop in January 2019 to learn exactly what meditation, grounding, and raising my vibration could do. I went for self-care and walked away with a new skill to do intuitive readings. I thought you had to be born with psychic abilities? Correct! We are all born with it. Psychic abilities are muscles and like abandoned muscles they will atrophy. It takes exercise to maintain strength in these muscles. I've come a long way. Sometimes I forget how accelerated my journey was until I people react to my story. My readings started out as black and white shapes in my mind’s eye. I could provide no explanation for the shapes. If you were my sitter, you would see me with my eyes shut tight, maybe even holding my breath, trying my hardest to grasp something to share. What now comes instantly would have taken me 7 minutes in my earliest stages. Fast forward to July 2019, I started my professional practice. My practice focuses on people understanding how their energy works to embody their purpose with confidence and integrity.
Since 2019, I have trained with Hillary Michaels of the Los Angeles School of Spiritual Arts, Tricia Carr of the Charmed Life with Tricia Carr podcast, Meika Cooper of Thrive Integration, Crystal Anne Compton of the Lightworkers Lab, Lauren Antuofermo of Soulful Transformations, Victoria Vives Khoung of Earth Sky People, Janelle Corpuz of Jupiter Soundscape, Virgil Mayor Apostol, and in Dolores Cannon's Quantum Healing Hypnosis Technique.